“The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something or of having control over someone.”
“The state or fact of being accountable or to blame for something.”
“The opportunity or ability to act independently and make decisions without authorization.”
There’s a certain type of personality that’s drawn to the latter as a way of exercising their brain and autonomy, to the former because they feel challenged by attempting to fairly take charge of and lead a group, and as a result they are comfortable being held accountable for the consequences.
Why? That’s a good question I’m not sure I have an answer for… What kind of a person wants this?