Because, apparently I require a high degree of stimulation to remain engaged, paired with a very low threshold for boredom.
Perhaps because I like to hit the ground running and not stop until twelve hours later – I actually enjoy seeing how far I can push myself before things start breaking down.
Let’s not forget the unending parade of those in need. I like attempting to help those people, especially when it’s not clear to anyone exactly what kind of help is needed.
In other words, it would seem that uncertain chaos is my comfort zone.
So there you go.
It’s important to know yourself, if only to find environments in which you may thrive.