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I’m A Bit Lost

I’m finding a heavy heart has me struggling to function normally throughout the day. To make matters worse, I’m on vacation, so I have endless time to think about this shit. When a loved one is dying, it’s like life just stops.

This situation is  affecting my wife in a heartbreaking way. She’s the strongest and smartest person I know, and this is just breaking her. I wish there was something I could do to ease her pain, but all I can do is be there to support her. If it wasn’t for the gym, meditation, and alcohol, I’d be royally fucked.

Psychic pain is interfering with my thinking – so I’m afraid there’s not much to say today. I’ll be back tomorrow with something…