You may think you want life to be easy – but an easy life is not really living, it’s just marking time until you die.
An easy life means you’re not really growing, because growth is hard and messy.
An easy life means you’re not challenging yourself, because challenging yourself means you are first going to suck, and everyone hates that.
An easy life means you’ve already started the process of dying, indeed, you’re welcoming it.
You’re kind of saying “I’m done.”